first lyrics spilled!

finally!
after many attempts

I've been able to finish two compositions.
its really not much.
but its a start!

i cant spill it here.
because its still not finalized yet.
hehe

i have nothing more to say.
because i got really bummed today.
its like..
nothing really special and extra ordinary happened to me today..

i just wanna say.
its hard to come up with a song in an instance. haha
you got to feel it..
so it can turn out very good.
^^

that's all ciao~
oh i forgot. tomorrow is my last day of exams!
yey for me!

Suckiiiish!!

my previous post says that
my underwear got sucked down the drain yesterday..
and it was my FAVORITE UNDERWEAR T_T

it all started last Wednesday.
it was very hot at school.
my exam is only 1:00-2:30
i finished the exam early.
around 1:40 im already done.
i passed my paper happily.
hoping that some miracle will make all my answers correct.lol

so there i was
very exited to get back at my car
because my boyfriend is already waiting.
when i got there.
it was damn hot inside!
and he was sleeping INSIDE MY CAR.
and IT WAS SOOOOO HOT!!
i started the car.
but...

what?!
ayaw niya magstart!
teka..
isa pa nga...

shit!!
ayaw paren!

im getting paranoid i woke my boyfriend
telling him the car wouldn't start..
i started to get angry
because i blamed him that he left the radio on and the aircon.
we started to check the engine,
my first guess was that the battery has died.hehe
because my battery was already 2 years old.
and i know it only has a life span of 2 years.
good thing the drivers of the school services helped us.

pinarallel lang un battery ko sa battery nun van nung isang driver.

that's what we did.
we got home safely.
whew
that was very tiring!

after a long day.
i wanted to cool myself.
but a simple shower wont do the job.
since my bathroom is kind of deep.
i wanted to fill it with water until im completely submerged in water. haha
so i started filling it up.

my mistake was i used my underwear as a plug in the drain haha.

i did enjoyed my bath. haha
it was very refreshing.

now its time to clean up.
and i said.
oh no!
haha

if i just pulled the plug in my bathroom.
the water will go gushing down the drain!
and it might collapse.
because bellow my bathroom is my mother's office hahaha
eh i have seen the pipes down there.
it wasnt pretty... lol

so i released water little by little..
as im releasing water... i notice my underwear being sucked down the drain!!
OMG OMG OMG!!!!!!
because of the pressure..
it sucked it very fast!!
and i became scared.
my drain can be clogged or somthing >_<

but gladly it didn't *whew*

but what a waste..
that was my favorite underwear ever....

My anger is a gift!

nagjam kami ngayon.
nakakapagod.
pero masaya ren,
na medyo nakakainis.

bakit nakakainis?

kasi ba naman.
bawal mag scream dun sa studio!
kasi daw babatuhin daw sila nun kapitbahay...
and lots more sh*t that makes me loose it.

so today. was partly okay.
even though we didnt have the chance to master the song.

nawalan na kasi ako ng gana kanina actually.
pero still i dont want them to know.

magagaling sila.
un ang masasabi ko.

pero mas gagalingan pa namin.
para maipakita namin sa mga hindi nkakaapreciate ng music namin.

a little bit of screaming helps me release my anger..
my anger to myself.
naiinis ako sa sarili ko kasi ang tamad ko.
dba ang baliw? haha.

sarili ko lang naman ang pinaka mahirap kong kaaway.

nagagalit talaga ako, sa mga pumipigil sakin.
pumipigil mag express ng sarili ko.
makikita ninyong lahat...
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on the other side.
my screaming now is getting better and better!
well.. i think it is hehe
kasi para sakin swabe na sya kung kukumpara mo dati.
na napuputol pa. na parang kinakapos.
sana tuloy tuloy na..

exited na ako sa sabado.
rakrakan nanaman to!
haha second gig na namin sa sabado.
yey!
at kasama namin ang mga kapatid namin n banda. ^^
ang Abaniko At Frustrated Memory at ang iba pa naming mga kaibigan

haaaaaaaay. ang sarap ng pakiramdam. tapusin ang sem ng gig.
grabee
kahit na akoy bagsak sa ibang subject.
ang sarap ilabas lahat sa gig...

antabayanan ninyo n lang un mga gig videos namin.
at sana.. magkaroon na kami ng composition.
^_^

goodluck saamin.
nga pala kaya hindi ito english eh
dugo na ilong ko haha
joke lng.. parang mas maipapaliwanag ko kasi
ng maayus ang blog entry ko ngyun sa wikang tagalog. hahaha
naks.
nga pala.
nahigop ng drain un panty ko kahapon OMG. haha
sa susunod ko na gagawaan ng kwento. at nakakatawa kasi talaga. hahaha

The Silent Screams..

no
this is not the lyrics of the song "beautiful in blue" by Alesana.
not even an "emo phrase"...
it is something inhumane...
its called abortion.

i know most of you have heard this word abortion.
many issues have arose because of abortion..
many lives have been despaired because of abortion.

so you ask ..
why am i talking about abortion?
well..
as I am browsing the net earlier.
I found a post in my friendster which says..

"Stop Abortion!"

i wanna see what's in it.
because of my curiosity.
even the title isnt that catchy
i clicked it and i saw a link in youtube.
out of curiosity.
i buffed the 27mins video.
wondering what might the man in the video
say about abortion.

here is the video.


i just want to say.
if you want to get laid.
think about it.
that when you have sex.
you have a chance to get pregnant.
and having an unwanted pregnancy
leads to Abortion...

A child has a right to live in this world.
and abortion should not be legal in our country..
because abortion.. is also a form of killing.,

so to all women reading my post.
think about it.
we have the choice to close our legs.
than open them for abortion...

Babies are not supposed to be killed.

Corrupt Politicians should be THE ONES TO BE KILLED..
BRUTALLY!!

trip to the cashier....

this morning.
i went to school early.
so that i can get my exam permit.
i already paid my tuition,since the enrollment,
so i thought this shouldn't be a hassle for me to
get my exam permit.but holy sh*t!!!
the line was damn long!
and the guards were all acting like jerks
and when you asked them, to where are you going to fall in line for your permit
they are all like..

"pumila ka jan."

how am i supposed to line up?
if I dont know where to get the permit?
i keep on asking the guards nicely.

"san po ba mkukuha permit ko? kasi bayad na ako.."

but still im getting the same reply."pumila ka jan.."
and i was like..

"WTF?! PUMILA SAAN!?
tanga ka ba? papipilahin mko eh panu kng mali?
edi babalik pa ako?! eh 8am ang exam ko?!
tapos pababayarin nio kami ng 500 pesos
pra sa special exam dahil nalate kami sa pagkuha ng exam permit?!"

i was totally outraged.
not to mention cashier clerks being JERKS and masungit.tsk..
so there i was still waiting for the line to move..
and it was already 7:45 and still no exam permits in my hands.
im getting all hysterical, paranoid, and annoyed ..really annoyed..

being all sweaty, hot and the fact that im going to be late on my FIRST exam.
i found my classmate being all fuzzed up too!
and i was like YEY! may karamay na ren haha!
as if that was something to celebrate about.

so there we are. two paranoid students
waiting for the freakin line to move..
we attempted to talk to the clerk jerks
but they refused.
they said get in line like everybody else.
its already 5 minutes before 8.
so we had no choice. we left our line
and we decided to approach the proctor
if she would allow us to take the exam without the permit.
we're going to show it to her after we got the permits after the exam.
but as we started to explain to her.
she stopped us.violently and said
"No.. no permit.,no exam!"

argh!
that time im really annoyed
we shouldn't have left our line!

back to the cashier
there are still loads of students.
i didn't dare to go back to my line.
cause its really long now. up to the parking lot.

my classmate started to ask students where the line to the exam permit is.
and she being a good friend she told us that its in the very last lane.
stupid guard. that's what i think.
why didn't HE told us before its in the last lane!

when we got there.
students there where like in the market.
shouting and ranting to the guards to release their exam permits.
luckily we found another classmate stuck in the lane.
and she was the next one.

"buti na lanag pumayag"
this was the first words that come out of my mind.

after waiting a few more minutes.
the exam permits was finally in my hands.
it was like GOLD.
it was like a medal.
its was like the battle has ended.
but its not.
the battle was just beginning...
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To my fellow Lasallians.
have you experienced the same thing i did today?
comment me stuffs that made you say cashier clerks are jerks.
and why this thing happens every sem..
i'd be happy to hear from you..
Live jesus in our hearts...Forever..

ciao~~!

im back! and i have many sh*tty stuff to reveal.

Get ready!!
cause its comin' atcha!

its been a while since i last posted here.
because i kind of forgot my blog, because for the past few months
i really got lazy on writing ..like really really really lazy.. hehe

so to start things off again.

Finals..end of term Yey!!

The title says it all.
its the finals.
its the end of term, and
YEY! finally! wahooo~
hurray hurray!

ending the term is worth celebrating.
no more cafeteria odor.
no more clerk jerks in the cashier.
no more swipping you ID.that gives us LAG.
no more hot, sweaty days at the classroom.
no more traffic.
no more annoying profs.
no more annoying guards.
no more waking up early.
no MORE SCHOOL STRESS!
yeah..this is the life.

but to think of it.
sembreak means no MONEY!!
no money = no "GALA"
oh crap!!
and I didn't even save up money for this term break.
argh! because i was expecting my refund this sem.
but the clerk jerks on the cashier just keeps on holding and holding
my refund. ill get you..*SOAB!

fairly enough sembreak is a 50-50 situation.
50% you're okay.because no more school-stress and
50% you're not. because you don't have a single buck in your wallet.*sht*

what i also hate is the Final Exams.
it sucks.not the exams.but the schedules!
i wish that i have my exam for only 2 days.
so i can save up on gasoline. and to avoid idle hours at school.
that made me so lazy...

i wish this madness will end soon haha.
it will,i know... very very soon bwahahah! *evil laugh*